khaybasa

Another month’s flown by. It was another tough one, but it also definitely had its amazing days. I’ve settled into school & managed to develop a passionate dislike towards it. September included lots of good lovin though, especially from mi novio. I had tons of new experiences, most of which I will never ever forget. I feel like I’ve continued to grow a little throughout the past month, & that’s always good. But hey, it’s time to keep moving forward. There’s plenty of things to look forward to AND stress about in October. It probably won’t be easy, but s’all good. At least I’m finally almost 17! Hahah. Alright well, here’s to another ending, but especially to a new beginning. Here we go!

I honestly don’t even remember how I found out about it, but I probably got one just because I wanted to jump on the bandwagon. Ahah -__-

My dad just admitted to not caring about my birthday. That’s cool, at least he’s being honest. Truth hurts … oh well. Just gives me another reason to totally dgaf everything.

I just found out that Tumblr’s not blocked at school, unlike Facebook -_____-

Therefore, I know what I’ll be doing when I get bored in class now. Hurray.

So uh, greetings from Roddy’s office [;

itsfckinshandie:

• Cries, when you two fight.
• Goes to your bestfriends to make sure you’re doin okay, or for help to get you back when you aren’t talking to him/you guys are fighting.
• Wants to meet your family/wants you to meet his family.
• Has the balls to tell you when something’s wrong, so you two can work it out instead of ignoring it & letting it get worse.

Is when you know he cares about you.

I’m socially retarded or something.

I have the hardest time talking to strangers. By strangers, I don’t mean straight up people I see out on the street or whatever, but like - specifically, employees at different places.  Like asking for ketchup at Jack in the Box? Yeah, I’m so uncomfortable with that. I don’t know, man. I’m weird. It’s a bad trait I’ve been trying to get rid off, but so far, I’ve been quite unsuccessful ]:

• Losing loved ones.
• Rodents.
• Ducks.
• Clowns.
• Needles.
• Claustrophobia.
• Bees/wasps.
• Failure/rejection.
• Drowning.
• Extreme heights.

& there’s probably more, but I just can’t think of them at the moment.

It’s almost 1 AM & I’ve just finally decided that I’m all “studied out”. I think I’m ready, well, at least I hope that I am. Lesson learned, man. *Note to self: Don’t ever procrastinate this much for anything anatomy-related ever again.

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I’m so happy I finally completed a challenge :D

Baybehlove.

1) :D <3

2) >:/

FML.

Initially, I thought all the craziness of the next 2 weeks was gonna kill me. However, now I doubt I’ll even make it through the next few days because we’re all stuck living in a freakin’ oven right now! Dude, fall weather … where you at?! & summer heat … GTFO.

Pretty much: this weather = no focus = gonna’ fail anatomy D:

Yippee.

I love real talks. I like getting the chance to actually have an intellectual conversation. I like how good I feel after having them, because I tend to vent a lot. I like hearing people’s serious comments & opinions, especially because it really makes me think. I usually end up re-evaluating my own life & try to muster up a way to improve my lifestyle. Not that I think it’s unusual or anything, but I can’t seem to get myself to have a real talk with just anyone. I can only have it with people I trust, people who won’t be quick to judge, people who actually value my thoughts. Naw mean? So, to everyone who I’ve ever had some real talk with: THANKS! & we should have another one asap[:

• Cute face/nice body/appealing swagger = <3
• Street and book smart.
• Family-oriented.